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In a world where silence often means closure, and time is expected to soften memories, one particular cognitive experience resists that norm entirely: the autistic mind.
For many neurotypical people, time brings forgetting. Emotional pain dulls, conflicts fade into the background, and estranged connections are allowed to dissolve without words. Ghosting, “no contact” strategies, or simply letting things drift into silence are widely accepted — sometimes even encouraged — as forms of emotional self-preservation or social clarity.
But for many autistic people, this mechanism simply doesn’t exist.
Instead, what appears to others as “cold acceptance” or a quiet letting go is often something very different: a state of permanent pause. Not closure, not moving on — but a kind of suspended animation. The person, the situation, the unresolved question: it all remains intact, preserved as if it happened yesterday, waiting for resolution that may never come. And even things that were pushed aside or buried may rise again in waves, returning with full emotional force and placing a massive burden on the mind until resolution is finally achieved.
This phenomenon — let’s call it the No Time Fading Effect — reflects a deeply consistent internal structure that characterizes many people on the autism spectrum. While neurotypical minds rely on emotional time decay to move forward, autistic minds operate more like archival systems. Unfinished conversations don’t expire. Unresolved conflicts don’t soften. People who leave are not emotionally erased. They remain — precisely where they were last seen.
This isn’t an inability to heal — it’s an entirely different model of stability and way of the mind works.
That’s why so-called “friends” who only show up for small talk or to offer empty encouragement often feel not just unhelpful but deeply irrelevant to people on the spectrum. Their avoidance of the actual problem can even feel like a dismissal of the person. The same goes for therapists who limit their involvement to pep talks or surface-level coping strategies without any meaningful steps toward resolution. When the emotional system doesn’t decay over time, temporary comfort or distraction doesn’t solve anything. There is no “getting over it,” no overshadowing or bypassing — only the unresolved issue, still there, still needing to be solved. Anything else is just postponement, and with it comes the cumulative weight of all those delays.
Problem-solving must be the focus. Grief processing, talking in circles, or waiting for feelings to fade is like trying to power a machine with the wrong kind of fuel. The autistic experience demands resolution, not distraction. Stability doesn’t come from forgetting. It comes from the successful resolution of open problems, from clarity about what happened and why, and from a world that can be internally made consistent again.
Seen in this light, autism isn’t a deficit in emotional regulation — it’s a blueprint for deep consistency. It preserves meaning, tracks unresolved threads, and refuses to erase others just because time has passed.
Autism is the perfect basis for stability. But that stability comes with a demand: if you want to disappear, don’t expect to be forgotten. And if you want to help, don’t just talk. Solve.
Dipl.-Ing. Thomas Spielauer, Wien (webcomplains389t48957@tspi.at)
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